take me as i am...

i may not be miss perfect

i may not indulge in that lifestyle you love so

my hair may not fall down my back

in golden locks

and my eyes may be as the night..dark

my voice may not resemble an orchestra

and my laughter has often broken windows

i may walk with a limp and my attempted sway

may break everything in my way

my smile may not expose a set of whitened teeth

and my conversation skills better of damned to death

my small arms may not have enough room

to hold you when all around you is gloom

my feet may be too short

to run a marathon, hell, i was never good at sport

but, my heart, messed up it may be

has got all you need and more

when you found me..i was lost..confused

when you found me you promised a life of smiles..

you said my smile completed your world..gave you joy

you told me that i filled the gaps in your sentences and my ...

my fingers fit through yours perfectly

all along  i wondered how you could love me so..how

i had become a person worthy of your love..i tried

i tried.i tried to be that angel..i tried to give

you that smile that lit up your world..but my heart

and my mind could not agree with me

my mind wanted you..but my heart wanted something else

i was torn apart

i was saddened

i was horrified at the thought of letting you go

but, if letting you go was the best gift i could offer you..then so be it.

though it would pain me so..though it would hurt more than anything.